jiagui

This week.

2006-06-21T12:59:00.000-07:00

Hmm..it's been quite an eventful week for me as i've experienced quite an number of events.Quarreling w mum again etc..I recently joined a new coy called "Venture Era",holding the position Marketing agent(probation).I g0nna be a manager in times to come & own my 1st car in 3 years time!

Few days ag0 went for a combined life group outing at Sentosa.Shiok sial!Played beach s0ccer,capstan ball & other stuffs like throwing ppl into e sea.Only i was not threw into e sea.LAST man surviving man!
It's been a great time fellowshipping with ppl of God.We talked on the way,played e entire no0n,chatted all e way from dinner till we departed for our homes.Its really a great time.
*Morniing saw zoe twice sial.Still boarded e same bus as her.wonder how's she..?

Today went to si ling's bdae party,k box at marina aquare.Sian sial...go dere also nv talked much.no one talked to me much..quite out.plus jiamin made me super angry man.i was talking abt zoe den she rudely interupted n said "kau bei lah" in my face str.No one has ever dared to say such stuffs infront of me when i'm talking abt zoe..that comment made me black face e entire day.when we went for dinner,she did e same thing again! say e same thing str in my face when i was trying to tell her sth..wt*?!
regretted tt nv go for prayer.heard from ming tt prayer was exciting today! oh man...i shd have gone for it!

Sian..tmr's outing w my mei is cancelled...she g0tta w0rk..well,understandable.when one's holding a position,more responsibilities.Nvm,next time.. *lo0king fwd*!!

Penning 0ff.
Jay
2

Urge

2005-12-01T02:29:00.000-08:00

Got up damn early today,12nn l0h..Tired!!

On the way dere,went to deposit money at mrt station.Saw zoe when i was queueing..Wit her mum n sis.Almost went over sia..Jiaming sto0pped me..Had such urgent urge to say hi l0h..Her mum was dere!!Heng i didnt went over..*FLASHBACKS*

Elden,Gerald,Huaboon,Te0,Hong Fei & Jiaming also dere..We played badminton.I old lia0,cant move l0h..majiam old man..onli n0e h0w to stone..Lol..
Den went swimming.I hate swimming!Cos i dun swim well.Lol!Well,we had a fun tym..Kept pushing each other into the p0ol..I had my revenge als0.!!HAHAHA!!

Wait for e next outing..

Signing 0ff

-Jay-

wad a day~

2005-06-06T23:45:00.000-07:00

0h mann..gt a m0rng call frm jazlyn t0 g0 f0r e stupid physics extra less0n..7am leh..but i g0t up onli at 7.30am. hehehe...feeling very lazy n tired,dun wish to move around..whew~
As im walking int0 scho0l listening t0 my mp3,i recalled of yesterday's incident n tat certainly made mi pulled a l0ng face until i saw my bb boys..dey were having their LDC1,sec3s were the auxillary instructors n sec2s were the campers..i saw my br0 d0ing e 5BX. haha,seeing dem like wanna die lia0..hahaha lo0ked s0 shacked l0h..but its a gd f0rm of training! i chatted wiv my sec3s b4 g0ing f0r physics less0n. i literally dargged myself up dere sia..
physics was s0o0 sian,luckily i sat beside jazlyn..sure she's e one wh0 can make ppl laugh mann! well,t0king t0 her certainly made mi feel beta. after e last less0n f0r e entire holiday has ended,i went dwn t0 bb storerm n had a short chat wiv my sec3s..den sir james wee came n asked mi "why did you cut botak?" initially i didnt wanted t0 tell him e real reas0n why i cut botak but my sec3s t0ld him eventually..made mi felt so0 embarrased..he t0ld mi t0 study hard n n0t t0 play wiv l0ve as im still y0ung.haiz..it makes mi th0t 0f z0e again~
i den walked t0 e v0lleyball court,sean asked mi t0 j0in in e game. i refused at first but i was feeling s0 sian at e same tym s0 i pulled myself t0 play..hahaha,it was a very fun game although it was just a pretty sh0rt one.. i was sweating like a d0g mann~ i went h0me t0 have a co0ling sh0wer n polished my drill bo0ts. i've g0tta get ready f0r this sat's tea reception at BB HQ mah..muz make my bo0ts like nice nice..=)
after p0lishing bo0ts,i went t0 ah ma hse..i to0k my bel0ngings n pr0ceeded t0 e life. i was listening t0 a s0ng,which is quite sad..making mi s0 sad,thinking of z0e..i was thinking t0 myself " how nice if heaven alwax let mi mit z0e in e lift,juz e both of us. so tat i cud start a small n short c0nversati0n..but if i wud t0 c her ltr in e lift,h0w embarrasing n awkward e situation can get!haiz.."
true enuff,when e lift d0or 0pened,i saw z0e n her sis,chl0e. z0e gave mi a lo0ked tat was s0 fierce! i cud even feel e hatred in her,thru her eyes! 0H MY G0D! i to0k a deep breath n lo0ked at z0e..she's still as skinny as ever. w0ndering whether her mum g0t give her enuff f0od t0 eat an0t~ z0e pressed e lift butt0n s0 hard n s0 many tyms,lo0ked s0 fed up wiv it..i think her behaviour certainly has sth t0 d0 wiv mi..e ride frm 6th flo0r to e grd flo0r seems s0o0 l0ng,it to0k ages mann..i kept lo0king at her n her expressi0ns. HAIZ!!!!
spent e day at ah ma hse..playing c0m..h0w i wish z0e n i can remain as basic frens even though we've broken up..heaven,grant mi one last wish i beg y0u..let mi say these words bef0re all is finished n g0ne...

heaven's play

2005-06-06T04:14:00.000-07:00

Woke up quite early t0day,didnt slp well..recently,i dreamt of zoe every nite. wow! wad a wonderful thing! onli in my dreams she'll be my friend n chat happily wiv mi,in reality,its totally opposite.
jaclyn msg mi,shouting her lungs at me without geting her facts correct..accusing mi of things which i din d0. 0f c0s as usual i wud shout back at people who accuse mi. i th0t matter is cl0sed,n0 way mann..heaven is playing ard wiv mi..wtf!
Zoe msg mi ltr on,shouting her lungs at mi..as0 accusing mi. i thot she'll believe wad i said but she din believe mi. she asked mi t0 get out of her life n she finds mi an irksome! cud anyone imagine how sad i was?! e gal i loved so much,now hates mi to the core n saying all these things to mi..
we used to be so loving,friends used to envy us..but n0w..haiz..lo0king at the current situation it lo0ks like we wun haf chance to patch up anymore...
after tat z0e even said we cant b frens anymore,NOT EVEN FRIENDS!! e least we can b is to b frens but i juz dunnoe why cant we b frens anymore??!!
felt s0 sad n lifeless all day l0ng...can anyone help mi n gimme strength or solutions to help mi get over? if u d0,pls come up to mi n tell mi..im greatly appreciative of ur help...i reali love zoe s0 much tat i cant let g0..wad t0 d0 mann~

Devastated..

2005-04-27T23:05:00.000-07:00

Zoe, this morning when i woke up n saw ur dad's car drove out of the carpark,i immediately ran to my letterbox. to my surprise, i saw all the things i lent u, i gave u, u actually returned everything to mi. do u noe how devastated i was? i didnt expext all this things frm you.

after reading the letter,my tears had already flowed out my ears n rolled down my cheeks. i was very sad. can u imagine hw sad i was this morning? u promised to wait for each other until ur os r over. n nw u gave up first...hw could u?

dun succumb to pressure,zoe. u must also stand up to ur parents. den we can be together..if we try ways n means to be together, we'll b together eventually!!

i still love you..
jiagui
28/4/05

sadness..heartbroken..

2005-04-04T20:57:00.000-07:00

recently changed bed..nt used to it but quite comfortable lah..love to simply lie on my bed...thinkin of my laopo.. cant sms chat or meet up for 8months... dear..i miss u wor...

can understand y ur mum does tat but to mi, its abit extreme ba..cant sms chat or meet up like usual..but i liao jie her reasons behind tat..last thurs was a happening thurs i eva had...cried in e library..so sad! cos i cant stand e fact tat we have to b separated. lucky we're still together..

now ive to get used tat we cant sms chat or meet up. but it doesnt matter as long as u're in my dear heart..

love u..

can anyone lend mi ur ear n a helpin hand to help us get thru this bloody long period of 8months? pls come up to mi n tell mi..thks....

alwax in my herat
jiagui
5/3/05

today..

2005-02-03T20:59:00.000-08:00

t0day was tiring day man...slp late last night n w0ke up early t0 wake ba0yun up... ah...i juz simply stick t0 my bed...

nth special happened at sch xcept recess...we bb boys quarrel over e distribution of C.0.S.loh... haiz...den s0me0ne suan mi tat i dun haf p0rtf0li0...cheebye..fuck up fell0w....kick his arrogant ass someday s0meh0w....

went t0 guangzheng hse n play c0m t0day...n f0und 0ut s0me inf0 abt her..i'll alwax protect u n b here f0r u de... i pr0mise....call mi up when u nid mi....

tired..g0 h0me ltr slp n think of her.. peace out~

d0tz...

2004-11-03T03:36:00.000-08:00

w0ke up wiv a lazy mind n b0dy....still g0t wad tupid extra less0ns...knn....nvm....
dragged miself t0 sch..HAIZ....

cher didnt came f0r the first 2 periods of el less0ns...w0nder why....den i was d0ing nothing in the class....den suddenly i thot of *her*.... w0nder when can i see her again.... its time f0r ge0 class.....we went t0 the humans ro0m...c0ld sia....sian ah ge0 class...tats n0t the m0st sian de...dnt class even m0re sian, although we went t0 IT ro0m....sianzations man~~

t0day juz created 0ur 87th c0y de friendster acc...zeén sean n i is the creat0r.... after tat went to yuhang de hse t0 discuss friday's s0ccer f0rmati0n... aiya...as0 nv discuss much abt it..lamex...

slp thru the wh0le damn n0on..shacked... nth t0 d0 wh0le day aso...

aiya...feeling s0rt of bad mo0d t0day leh...end here...

sianz..

2004-10-26T19:07:00.000-07:00

...cant get 0ff my l0vley bed of mine....tired l0h...juz think 0f yesterday..haiz...nvm...
sch was quite fun today...i was thinking of her the wh0le day..well..i g0t thingys to keep mi occupied....
today de pe played s0ccer..as usual....haiya i didnt defend well....opposing team sc0red 7 but we in the end we sc0red the winning g0al!! 8-7!!
end 0f yr g0t class chalet, fun camp, pri sch de bbq....s0 much thingys....n0t forgetting BBSGB....i g0t s0 much things on hand to do sia....wh0 can help mi pls tell mi...hahaha....~~~
t0king abt her*..she haiz....mi definitely n0 chance de lah.....juz simply crazy abt her lah.... lurf is like tat de l0h...i guess..=p
tired lah....peace out~~
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